as it stands today i am three months shy of having been a christian for five years ..
that's just crazy to me.
maby i will talk about this more on the date and have a celebration post on here but the fact that this time five years ago i had stepped into a church once and i only just made it made it through the service without walking out or screaming that it was all so ridiculous astounds me and i will always be grateful for that
but i still have a long way to go .. don't we all
i still find myself on this learning curve where i have to figure out what god wants for my life.
as you know i have a huge heart for orphans. all orphans but specifically those in UK and eastern Europe
and irs not hard to see why its orphans gods broken my heart for .. ive been there i know what its like to wonder if anyone even gives a dam
but after all of the truly awesome god was doing with me at momentum and ss this year ive been thinking
do i even know enough to help these kids
God and i have been working on this and as usual hes been showing me why im not the one in the driving seat anymore
i realized noone living is fully who god wants them to be because we are human
and its myy job to stand there somewhere between a complete mess and complete healing and bridge that gap the best i can
lots of love